War...

Sleeping time for most of the people is the time where they go to bed and sleep, but if you have a brain that works in the night, then sleeping time is the torturing time, and that’s what happens to me every single day, I just try to sleep and simply my brain start to work and think about everything, and with everything I mean everything, even about my neighbor starving cat!. Insomnia, it’s the worst thing that can happen to you when you are tired or you have next day appointment.

After several tries I slept, and next day there was a surprise for me, the day I never wanted it to come, or I at least not at the age of 27… My first white hair! Just on the side, long, brave, raising, and daring me “Hey, you are not young anymore!” well, I have to admit that I got depressed for 30 seconds, then I was fine after I pulled it off and flush it in the toilet watching it begging me to take care of its future kids! And I decided to take that war against the white hair knowing that failure is not possible, winning is what I’m good at, and I won’t let a stupid white hair stopping me from leaving home with a 22 years old college girl to tell her about my Architectural achievements.

I reached to this point, where age passed fast without giving me the chance to notice, there was no further alarm, or warning, just a white popping hair at a sudden, and I can’t even remember when did I turn 27, I thought I will be stuck at the age of 25, actually I still believe that I’m 25 not caring what my passport says, or how many candles on my birthday cake, in fact I think it’s Karma, or sort of punishment, because I used to look for white hair in my father’s hair and say “daddy, you got one here, ohh and another one here!” what a mean kid I was…Forgive me dad!

I went to have a coffee in a fancy place where all teenagers go to drink coca cola, ordered my double espresso and sat on the corner reminiscing my teenage, and how I was so fresh and active in everything, without having a problem to sleep, or a lying mirror showing me a white hair, I really wished to go back to 18, but then I knew the secret of success is self-satisfaction, and there I went with my thoughts, how did it happen all at a sudden? How did I grow up this fast? Are white hair measure age? Or does your soul? Will a Wella solve that issue and make you young again?

Routine is something I never knew in my old life in Dubai, every day is a different day with different timings for everything, but since I’m here in Sweden, I noticed that I’m a routine person, I eat at the same time every day, and I shower every day at the same time, so I figured that is one reason that I can’t remember how did I spend a year in Sweden, typical days actions make it look very similar that almost it looks like one day, and if you also add the less actions according to Sweden lifestyle, then it’s solved, that was the two reasons that I can’t really figure out how did that last year pass so fast.

A normal joyful person who love this life with all its meanings definitely wants his life to pass very slowly and enjoy every second of it, though it will pass anyway, and everything have an expiry date, even humans, but how to convince yourself is the problem, and to solve that you need to not think about it by doing more interesting things in your life and break the routine if you have it in your life, at least like what Swedes do, they don’t walk the dog in the same time every day, they make it interesting by taking the dog to a different park to leak on a different tree every day, and I can imagine what a feeling it gives the dog!

I decided to color my hair when I get old, or maybe the next white hair that I see, but what counts is the soul, like my friend Roland, 63 and scores 22, he is a legend, and I believe that despite your hair color, you should have a young soul that smiles all the time and sings with the birds in the morning, you will have that when you have a self-satisfaction, you will always know that every age has it’s activity, and you will stop cutting off the white hair and flush it in the toilet… and you will go to sleep like a baby when you have suffered Insomnia…and that’s what I will do tonight…